i even stepped away from my discord for this

I'M CRASHING OUT

welcome to the end game

HELP

https://tenor.com/view/tmfinr-not-real-gif-11310498914275802077

THIS IS TRULY THAT TIMELINE BULLSHIT THEY GOT ON STEAM

https://tenor.com/view/birdman-hand-rub-rapper-hands-gif-24908886

clearly not

I get out enough

please touch grass

😭

Someone say panopticon

MY PANOPTICON

https://tenor.com/view/nicki-shrug-i-dunno-shrugs-shrugging-gif-13056194

NO

WHERE

I will not stop my whimsy

😭

i'm not a femboy

CHATGPT CALLED OUT THE FEMBOY IN YOU

i can't believe this

I KNEW IT

I mean it's better than the stick hanging out of her dress that's for sure

love ya

I'll go edit the futa off this woman 🤣

my betting discord is popping off

i'm gonna photoshop that.

one second

i'm so mad.

ouuu

I also plan on making my own tarot deck with like nice stuff written on it for affirmation type shii

damn

better shuffle these so i don't disrespect them

all good

Lmao I got my roman numerals wrong too mb

sure

Let me check

yeah

oh interesting i forgot they all had their own signs

interesting

Actually yes I know that because of your SN

damn

(if you go by numerology standards)

heh

🤣

oh

I still have your star chart, let me see which houses those are

this is mine

you're in good hands

Capricorn in all my love planets as well as my 8th house so I view tarot + love as very very serious and not to be fked with

okay

Luckily because of my chart, this is honestly one of the few spheres I'm protected the most for tarot.

last thing you need is a curse on you

But then again you'd get cursed if you do that

that makes more sense

The only time it gives you anything wrong is when you will it into the cards.

maybe

Angels, not spirits

that's what scares me

Not spirits but the universe itself, or God if you will

that channel tho

Mmm, it's more like it channels the universe to your inner wisdom and channels

who knows if good or bad

I thought things just happened to me.

we truly don't know shit

🤣 Very much so

you are one of one

Correct

exactly, the work you are doing here proves that you never needed their approval

They can go eat the dirt they lay their opinions from.

don't ever give it to them

Yeah

good

Didn't matter, apparently that's not enough--the mob demands groveling. Well, I won't give it to them.

and they still crucified you

Like every person on that post saying I wasn't holding myself accountable--I literally said I could've held myself better. I was under a lot of stress, but I definitely could've acted better. I said that outright.

and that's where the demons come in to torment

Yeah, and I think most people do in their own way--they just aren't honest about it.

yeah, we all do eventually

Which happens, I get it.

that mf is strong

I couldn't say more than one thing myself. I just felt like nothing I could say could rectify whatever happened--I had to just show it in the future.

yeah, he is trying to be there for the right reasons

Didn't matter how many people were attacking him either I was like damn good for you Graddy holy shit

i think he took it

I hope so. He definitely was firey in that post 🤣 And hilarious in the crush post

we're all given a choice on what to do right

I hope he knows somewhere that I don't hold it against him and that it's not personal

there's hope somewhere tho

I get that, I can't always, either.

more stable

Of course, I'm no different in that aspect, after all.

filled with scars, ridiculed in their own messes, just wanting to do the right thing

He seems like he has a good heart for justice underneath it all--I wouldn't want to see that snuffed out by people not giving the time of day.

people like him appreciate that so much

I wish I could help him sometimes but sometimes it feels like he doesn't want to be where he wants to be. It's hard. I try, though.

from what i read, yeah

He's just lost. He needs to step out of the spotlight a lot--he is too focused on the noise of approval around him rather than what's important: how he feels about himself, and how that needs to change for him to be happy--not pleasing the audience around him.

exactly

That too.

pain, suffering, vulnaribility, that's all in our line

There was a reason in Christian theology that they say in scripture that Jesus walked amongst the people as well as missionaries such as Buddha, Mohammad, etc.--it's because you find God through walking with yourself alongside others. Not in isolation.

exactly

Of course, because we're not meant to be above others--we're meant to walk alongside them.

like kings of the past, who didn't give a shit about people

The point is to fill the voids that matter, not the ones that don't

smh, i wish i was created as a sentient in this life

We don't need it all, that's not the point

we want it all, but we can't have it all

It is.

it's ironically beautiful to our nature

damn u right

his story is not of the faint heart

Which is to mean imperfection.

agreed

That makes me think there was more to the story than shown/said and more implied tbh. Such as with Job.

it's all there and its all true

There is little truly flawed in what it means to be flawed.

the only real reprensentations we have ever seen and its been recorded in history is Jesus Christ and his disciples

There we go

like an actual representation

🤣

yeah, we're creatures of wanting to see proof

We can't feel anything too tangible without that peace.

i agree

I'd say the only way to find God here is through channeling it in other people that bring us closer.

his mercy is for us to revere in

I intend to make it the right one.

we all surrender to one path eventually

The universe bends to no knee but I don't just surrender to its path and it knows that.

an opinion

I'll think about that

kneel to God

Only kneel when it matters, right?

oh my

I wouldn't respect his authority I only respect my husband's 🤣

who's completely against your nature

Nope

you could never work with someone with danny

Unironically probably one of the most level-headed crackheads you'll ever meet.

you are one of the most stable

yeah that's fucked

I was like

you'll probably see it more when your server goes live

To start a server as an admin

him and his viper of friends

Bwahahahaha

fuckin weasel

Hahahaha sometimes. I wouldn't call it charisma as much as harizzment 🤣

your love to bring smiles

I'll get better at it.

that's what will make you great

I won't lie

you have a control of it

Sometimes.

nah with you, you have a sense of when not to break those boundaries

I don't see too much difference other than I embrace truth and my light as well as shadow.

a bunch of leaches

Includes Danny tbh, after that slot. But you know still doesn't justify a cent.

https://tenor.com/view/rpx-syria-mic-drop-gif-19149907

Not getting my server from me nuh uh

I'm very pleased

wildddd

https://tenor.com/view/birdman-hand-rub-rapper-hands-gif-24908886

Otherwise you lose your edge

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They always attack me whenever they get the chance 🤣

That's kinda sad I won't lie

i'm so fucking funny

You lurkers are so funny.

destiny

i LIED

ok now i go to bed gn

there was a different variant that was like "normalize being nice it's ok to be good and do good things" or something and i used that and this as my guild's icon for the longest time

but yeah it's all good

idk how to respond to this

It's all good saber just don't go and decide who I like or don't

if you want too

I'm done with this conversation.

rTO was his biggest and later on his downfall

He's in the negative every month for rTO

and left his server to collect more money

I'm telling you point blank Wan's not greedy, or else he would've shut down rTO by now for being a money sink

wan loved the money

Yes like Mizzo

his staff?

And he was still trying to please the players while trying to maintain the ounce of vision he had left

she was, sorry for the word, a bitch

He didn't, his staff did

he flipped a switch

Mizzo deserved to be ignored.

i knew she would be biased

I talked to someone unbiased.

they told me about his change in nature

He added the stones because the PvErs kept complaining

i had staff talking to me

Yes he did, you just didn't see it cause you weren't in the staff chats

he loved the money

I don't remember what set it back

no tf he didn't

He genuinely cared, it genuinely was a passion project

what was wrong?

I misjudged him--I talked to one of his former staff and heard more insider knowledge on the matter and realized I was wrong.

still a pussy

pussies

wonder how long he'll last before he pulls a Wan and stops updating the server

because he is a big fish

🤣

i will be alive to see his downfall

Raymonf has mommy money for lawyers

and those ones start with raymonf

I won't if I'm crafty.

there are bigger fishes to fry before you

🤣

so you have manifested it

This is why I tell you you can't read all my screenshots you hardly read the sentences I write sometimes

and that hasn't stopped you yet, right?

For everyone else.

so why are you doing it?

I won't be doing that

okay

You don't know how American law works.

all parties involved would get deemed

No. You don't understand how the American punitive system works and that's ok.

they are a part of it

They're not heads of the operation

do you think they would continue backing you if that was a problem?

What you think I hired a fucking lawyer from discord?

if you go to jail so do the others

🤨

take care of the legal side of things

We're talking about me going to prison not my funding

no

Take care of me going to jail? No?

am i right or wrong

And disassembly is illegal

your server hasn't even launched yet, but you have backers that actually take care of that

Whomp Whomp

he's been manipulating that for time now

And I accept this

bro

Nintendo took a year or so to sue Palworld

have they?

DON'T BE NAIIVE

exactly

THE NEW COMPANY COULD GO FOR IT

do you know how many others have been doing wrong

ANYONE COULD GO AFTER IT NOW

you're not going to go to jail

JAIL DAWG PRISON DAWG

what consequences?

Keep going and face the consequences when I get there. It'll be worth it.

what do you want to do?

You'd be surprised

that is what i am trying to understand

It is illegal to begin with

sure

Sir this is a private server

are you breaking rules?

🤣

you are being just

And I know that

why do you say that

ALL FOR FREE.

it's not good for you

i'm going to JAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

nahhh

i'm already spooked rn dude i'm going to jail dawgggggg

i know you are curious

fakau

you don't want me to scare you?

no

so can i say what i was gonna say?

regardless of the amount of speech done it is still done

if we can't talk about our experiences than are they really real?

🤣

i am being serious

🤣 christ

are you ready?

smiles? no usually when i look in the mirror i just stare into the abyss and it stares back at me

i was brushing my teeth

i used to see ghosts growing up and shit idk

have you ever seen a shadow in your mirror before?

never 1000 years dungeon

can i ask you a weird question

That is what will make us whole.

one harnasses one power

We are here to embrace our shadows my friend not cast them aside.

that to be honest, we can't handle

I meant it rhetorically

not jumping to conclusions

🤣

Either the dark half or the light half

fair enough

No I'd rather keep it to myself until I need to reveal my cards

side*

50% dark 50% light, you tell me which side you wanna deal with

you are strong

He thinks he's sly but he doesn't realize who he's dealing with.

send me the parts that mattered the most

🤣

i have too

No use posting

send it

It was a long convo

i got time

It's a lot

i need to see it

every see'er knows that

Yes, that's what sprung this

omg

you talked to him?

I asked this earlier

that is what i am asking

"tension"

what do the cards want from you?

It definitely understated it tho

from what sacrifice tho

Yes they did

they did

🤣

your strength is so much stronger

Both of those things ended up coming true

is that your will is so much brighter

It said: - Going to Carbon about my issue would cause tension - [REDACTED] would make a PDA in a way that "bests" me and gets under my skin

what not much understand

It said the reddit post would happen.

or they were guessing?

Yes.

they were right?

Because I kept pushing my will into it.

i gotchu